Abuelita’s Lote & Sister
If you were kneaded from the same masa as me /
One of us may not make it out of our city alive /
If you were kneaded from the same masa as me /
One of us may not make it out of our city alive /
Durante años solo pude escribir /
sobre los bosques ahumados de América— /
el modo en que el aire te envuelve como una mala noticia. /
Mami didn’t say te amo or lo siento. /
Just said vete de mi casa /
a week later— /
like queerness was a crime, /
and your survival, an inconvenience. /
Was always stuck inside of some mouth, /
or rather an intricate language /
or another danza. /
Red, white, and blue patriotism may be a reason for execution if arranged improperly on the flag.
i speak in color / because color is how i was made: /
brown skin blended into soil /
hair strands into grass blades /
arms molded into anthills /
Conocí a tu madre, she says /
but I don’t ask her to say more /
it’s not a soothing storm; not the rain channel you put on when you can’t sleep /
(or attempt to heal yourself of trauma with) at times the storm is louder
“Esto,” she said, “es el rosa /
that never limits boundaries, /